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Wania · Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 1:37 pm Post subject: A question about heartache.

Anyone has any idea why, whenever I think about Björn(ex-boyfriend) my heart hurts and the pain instantly runs out into the middle of my left hand.
It doesn't really hurt, but its very uncomfortable.

It's not the first time in my life that I've had this feeling.
I feel like I'm loosing my mind, I just wanna take a knife and cut a hole in my hand so I don't have to feel it, I keep thinking that if I do that, the pain will go away.

I don't know what to do anymore.

edit:
Picture related. this is how I feel.

ControlAltDelete · Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 1:39 pm Post subject:

Well cutting yourself certainly isn't the answer, didn't do me any fuckin' good, and it didn't do any of the millions of emofaggots good either, so no, cutting a hole in your hand isn't going to take away an EMOTION you feel. Fucking hurr, disappointed.

Wania · Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 1:41 pm Post subject:

Phox · Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 1:54 pm Post subject:

Wania, you just need a hug. /ehug

C-Dizzle · Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 2:00 pm Post subject:

I have some bad news. The pain will never fully go away (well at least not after 7+ months) But it will get weaker and weaker. Around easter the first person I ever told I loved broke up with me, really suddenly (It was a case of 'I need to talk to you' on the Thursday night and breaking up on friday. To be perfectly honest I went home (Didn't bother going to my lessons) and cried for a good few hours. The worst thing was I had to see her the next monday (She is in a few of my classes). I acted like a self-obsessed ass for a 2-3 months but after a while I had a What the fuck am I doing moment.

Now a few months later I see her every day, we talk a fair amount and get on really well. But I would be lying if I said I didn't have feeling for her.

So, just give yourself a few weeks to feel sorry for yourself but no longer.

If you ever need to talk to anyone you can always come to me and I will help how I can. Hell, we may even have a good laugh (Or cry XD).

God, saying this makes me feel like a fag.

Wania · Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 2:05 pm Post subject:

Yazu™ · Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 2:07 pm Post subject:

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C-Dizzle · Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 2:13 pm Post subject:

I don't know what it would be like to live with someone but you can either go two ways. Try to talk (And it will hurt like hell) and stay friends (it may be awkward at first but it may help things). Or you can try to give each other as much space as possible.

Personally I would have wanted to try to go back to how things were before but when I asked if she wanted to meet to talk about things (Not about getting back together) she just said no. But when we did have the chance to talk I couldn't really do it. I only started talking to her during the summer holidays over MSN (It's much easier when you don;t have to see their face.)

@Shlong, I couldn't give two fucks.

Butters · Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 2:39 pm Post subject:

Man up.

majjikelkitty · Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 2:42 pm Post subject:

Tell him hes your bitch.

:^) · Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 2:48 pm Post subject:

Woman up.

Boxes · How do I cheat? Reputation: 0 Joined: 16 Sep 2007 Posts: 3

Stress = higher blood presure
everytime you think of him your blood presure increases.

Hitman · Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 3:27 pm Post subject:

Its the cholesterol blocking your vital arteries, no worries.

Boxes · How do I cheat? Reputation: 0 Joined: 16 Sep 2007 Posts: 3