Cheat Engine

Maxammus · Posted: Thu Oct 16, 2008 7:37 am Post subject: Rant

I have a retarded 9 1/2 year old brother, he's in the 2nd grade. He failed kindergarten once and first grade once. He's a fatass and thinks he's emo. He talks about killing me and himself all the time but the mental hospital won't take him since 'he couldn't get a gun to kill anyone' even though he admitted talking about killing people. He doesn't go to school no matter what i do. My mom's a lazy old hag who just says fuck it after 2 mins of trying to wake him up so i have to. I wake him up an hour early, have to dress him myself since he's a lazy moron then convince him to walk downstairs or spend 20 mins dragging/kicking him myself. I have to put his socks and shoes on with him kicking and screaming. I then have to throw him outside and lock the door. Usualy all that takes about an hour. And now even after i go through that hell he either sits on the porch or hides in the woods behind the house for an hour then knocks on the door and i let him in. My mother doesn't beat his ass like she should so i have to then i get yelled at because of it. And ofc, my little 5 year old sister usually wakes up after this and since my dumbass mother sleeps until 3pm ATLEAST i have to watch after my annoying little sister for hours and hours. And ofc, i love her but she's annoying as hell, she does anything she wants. Kicks/slaps/bites people, screams, draws on the walls with w/e she can get, pulls peoples hair and when you spank her for doing something she screams bloody murder for 20 minutes and my mother gets up for 5 minutes to yell at me before going back to sleep. Not to mention i have to watch her at night aswell so my mother can go out partying until 6am with her fiance who's 1/2 her age, is a huge douche, who she breaks up with and gets back together the next day every other day, is usually jobless and who fights with me. Physically. Then when i knock his ass down he runs out bitching about getting my older brother to 'beat my ass' since he 'aint going to jail for beating a minor'. And to top things off my grandmother promised to pay for my custom computer for my birthday a few months ago so i've spent months and months researching computer parts, switching them out atleast 3 dozen times for each part and taking in computer forums to get to know more about them and my birthday was yesterday and instead of the $700 (Which was actually less than the $1100 she said she would pay) she gave me $50. And i don't ask for much, i'm not spoiled, i got $100 for my bday last year (from everyone put together), i got about $3 worth of logic puzzles for xmas last year (Not exaggerating at all) and it's not like she doesn't have the money, she's an inhome nurse and gets paid $15 per hour 24 hours a day, even when she's sleeping. So she gets about $360 a day, over $8k a month. Ofc, she's still taking care of her pillhead, druggie daughter, my aunt, who's almost 40 and has never had a job in her life and has always lived with her mom or in a house paid by her. Currently my grandma's paying about $4000 a month for my aunt's house, car payments, utilities, ect. About a grand or so on my oldest sis who recently got a workers compensation settlement for about $14k and she spent it all on a downpayment and 3 months rent for a 12 room+ house and an SUV solely to move the crap from her old house to the new one instead of buying a uhual like a normal person. So now she has a gas guzzling SUV and is about to be kicked out of her house since she doesn't work and blew all her money withing the first week of getting it. And about the same amount on my oldest bro who's never worked a day in his life, is a pothead who grows his own weed, and is so paranoid of dentists and doctors that his teeth have decayed and have started poisoning his body so badly that he almost died and lost one lung and is still being poisoned because he won't go to a denist and get the rotten teeth removed and might lose the other lung and die because he won't go to the hospital again and get the fungus sucked out of his only remaining lung.

And that's not even all, there's still my pothead dropout older brother, my other insane aunt, my dad and his fiance (Who also happens to be 1/2 his age), and everyone listed up there is only my mom's side of the family, i haven't started about my dad's side and they're as dysfunctional if not more as my mom's side. But i cba spending an hour describing them.

Once i turn 18 i'm moving to japan.