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TheIndianGuy · Posted: Fri Jan 16, 2015 2:15 am Post subject: easier to get heroin than weed

>down to last $40
>parents won't withdraw money from my bank for me
>next time i get cold hard cash is tips from work since can't access bank and parents refuse to withdraw my cash that i deposited
>want to buy some weed with last $40 cuz that will last me at least 2 weeks
>unable to get weed all day
>moment i ask friend for heroin
>within an hour of asking for heroin (in depseration of getting high on something) get $40 worth of heroin
>heroin will probably be gone tomrorow night, if lucky enough to get one more high next day after work
>don't care cuz getting high as fuck right now
>will care when it runs out

Channel GannoK · pffrt Reputation: 130 Joined: 12 Apr 2008 Posts: 608

Man you relapsed this fast? dude you just became a citizen again, are you trying to ruin that

clash of clans hacks · Posted: Fri Jan 16, 2015 2:37 am Post subject:

A while ago you posted something which made me wanna suggest that you let your parents manage your income and expenses but I didn't feel like typing a lot. Good to see that they've already covered this.

Antagonist · Posted: Fri Jan 16, 2015 2:53 am Post subject:

Can you tell me why I don't like the feeling of getting high?

TheIndianGuy · Posted: Fri Jan 16, 2015 3:00 am Post subject:

yeh they've been in control of my finances forever. even when i was sober and living at sober living i didn't have access to money. i'd get $20 a week of my cash from working to buy cigarettes. the time i had cash and owuld give my parents moey was whne i was working under the table and gettingpaid in cash eah day. and while o n house arrest i cannot do that.

also just went outside to smoke a cigareete. and mom came into my room lifted my covers and took my heroin. ;-;

when i asked for my hash back she pretended like she had no idea what i was talking about and threatened to send me back to jail

Brillia · Posted: Fri Jan 16, 2015 3:11 am Post subject:

I wonder how you can&t stop your addictrion.
Its fucking dangerous not just for everyone around you but also for yourself.
Why not just be a man and take anti depressant instead,
Heroin are too powerfull. whats the point of power if you cant even control it. just self destruction is all im seeing.

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Brillia · Posted: Fri Jan 16, 2015 3:34 am Post subject:

TheIndianGuy · Posted: Fri Jan 16, 2015 3:39 am Post subject:

refuse to take any anti-depressants again. tried them out when i was 18 before really getting into drugs other than weed, mdma, acid, and shrooms. they legit made me feel suicidal for the first time in my life. like actually planned out my dead then got scared as fuck and stopped taking.

i understand that different ones work slightly different and some help some people while others don't but i don't think thta's what i need.

i'm not depressed. am liegit happy with my life. i just don't like the idea of growing up, having to work a job for the majority of my life, don't like the idea of not being good enough, being mediocre at whatever job i get, like i can't handle real life of working up early and working all day. i just really enjoy getting high. if i could i'd get high all day every day the rest of my life if there were no consequences, had a place to live, had money, food, and my girl. but that's not realistic. i cannot do that. also girlfriend would leave me if i was smoking meth and heroin.

Brillia · Posted: Fri Jan 16, 2015 3:51 am Post subject:

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